You see nothing, hear nothing, say nothing

Your tears have long been spent

The darkness spreads over you

Envelopes you

And still you must go on

There are times in this race, when you are encouraged

And there are times when all is silent, and no one is near

Suffering.

That is what you feel

Heartache.

So very familiar

It is now that you must see

Your suffering is a gift

It increases the depths of your soul

Suffering: a blessing

You are given a gift

The ability to give to others what you could not have

Comfort.

Hope.

Love.

You know the pain, the loss, the hurts

 

In the darkness, light is given

In suffering, there is blessing

I need to get on Xanga more often!  Hello, persons!  I hope everybody's really happy!  I AM!  CUZ IT'S 1:05 AM PEOPLE!!!!!  SWEEEEET!  I haven't stayed up this late in forever!  Can u believe that?!  It's amazing.  Several months ago I'd be up till 3 AM.  1 o' clock wuz nothin!  I really need some sugar right now.  that would help me out.  I've been getting into the habit of calling everbody "highly intelligent beings(as in human beings, if u didn't know that)" well, some of 'em are anyway!  I also seem to enjoy using big words on people, like "chlorophlorins, intellectual, picturesqueness, consternation, reprimanded(that's not really a big word but there are people i know who don't know its meaning), and other such words.  Don't ask why.  There's no reason...at least no reason that I've been able to come up with yet.

today's rosa's birthday! (in case u don't know, she's my seester) yay!  i wuz originally gonna havta miss the party cuz i just joined the projection team at church, and i wuz s'posed 2 do that at church this morning, but i ended up staying because of the weather, they told me not 2 come.  i have a bad craving for tacos; its driving me up the wall.  so is a friend of mine, but i won't type anything about that, cuz its so confuzzing.  Anyway, i get 2 stay 4 the party, sweeeet!  Wednesday is the last day that Austin, Jordan, and Livvy(another sister of there's) are coming 2 school.  Caleb(brother) is still going cuz he's staying here until the end of basketball season(that ends in february, i believe).  so he's gonna stay w/ the Poehls.  mom is having me bring them cookies b4 they leave.  she better let me have some too .